At eighteen, Barb decided to keep her baby after learning she had cerebral palsy, facing a world that told her "nobody's ever going to want you" with a disabled child—a wound she carried for years behind walls of anger. Everything changed when Puddy Seccomb invited her to Bible Study Fellowship, where Barb discovered that the God she thought she'd walked away from had been pursuing her all along. This is Barb's story of meeting Jesus in the middle of her mess—and finding she was already wanted.